As We Grow Older

As we grow older, a lot of things changed. A lot.

Today I attended the thesis trial of  my seniors, ce mega and ce nina.When I got home, I immediately thought of writing this post. About growing old.

Lately I feel very old. haha. Probably because I had reached the age of 20 last week.

And today, when I attended the the thesis trial of ce mega and ce nina, this 'old feeling' haunted me again. hahaha. I felt like yesterday we are still in the same organization in our university, but now they have graduated. wow. That means it's my turn soon.. (hopefully!)

yapp! as we grow older, a lot of things changed. A lot. Start from our mindset, our habits, even how we perceive things or events also changed (point of view). 

Twenty isn't too old, isn't it? haha. But somehow, I feel so different since I was 20 (exactly a week ago haha). Like I told before, a lot of things changed. But tonight i'm going to write aboutt two points that changed the most (for me). Here it is...

1. Boyfriend/girlfriend's Criteria

To be honest, I used to have a very simple criteria : kind, handsome, and can make me feel comfortable. But as we grow older, good personality, good appearance, and even comfortable feeling is not enough.

Comfortable feeling is important. But got a handsome/beautiful partner is just a bonus, it's not the most important thing anymore.

As we grow older, we are still looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend first before it turns to husband/wife. But the criteria is not the same anymore. We are not looking for 'just a boyfriend/girlfriend' but we think like.. "Could he be my husband one day?", "Could she be the one that I'm gonna spend my life with?"

That's a big lie if I say that appearance is not important. It's still very important, but not the most important. But what really change is we are not looking for a handsome man or beautiful woman anymore. What we are looking for is someone good looking with a well-groomed appearance. 

Mature. This is the most important criteria added to the list. Mature for me isn't just completely grown physically, but also emotionally. How his/her response to things. Someone with calm emotion, not those who overreact.

As we grow older, his/her past is not important at all. His/her family background is also not so important anymore. What's matter the most is his/her future because one day their future will become a part of our future. "Can we build a future together?"

2. Friendship 

"As we grow up, we realize it becomes less important to have a ton of friends, and more important to have real ones."

Yes. It's true. When we are still in high school, we want to have as many friends as we can. But as we grow older, we learned not to force things. We no longer want to force our self to be in a circle where we feel uncomfortable. 

And we learn to appreciate the real friendship. It's only a few people, but It's comfortable. 

Real friendship is the one that wont grow apart, even if they don't grow up together, even if they don't talk everyday. But they always be there for each other.

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I want to keep writing but I'm too sleepy now. So I better put an end this post before it becomes more random haha. 

So let's end it with a good quotes..

Love,

Nana